so I'm done exams. as. of. noww.
the feeling after a strenuous set of exams are over is always weird. you go from routine 5 am wakeups and calculating any possible way you can steal an extra 15 min studying time, to having stretches of [pause] FREE TIME.
i always feel like being super productive after exams. i know this will wear off shortly, but i'm still in the adjusting stage. i was going to reward myself by splurging on "doing right" and reading up on it. but now i dont feel like i deserve to, just because i don't feel like i did impressive enough to do something as pompous as reading up on a text for medical school halfway-acceptees.

this set of exams felt different though. more rested on these than any other ones in the past. however, i am less emotional than ever. i don't know if this is because i don't think i did that badly, or because i just don't care anymore. if it's the former, that's great. but if the latter, then i just don't know what to expect to see on the scoreboard. was it a make or break? cross your fingers and toes guys and hope the results come out soon. the problem with me is that once i prove something to myself, i try wayy less hard. so yay for 90something midterm marks, but stupid for 70something finals marks. finals being worth more than twice of midterms. that aint smart.

ANYWAYS.

i have decided to get a banging body this summer. no joke. yes ladies and gentlemen, it's that time of year again when i swear on every hair of my body that i will religiously hit up the gym. non stop. day and night. hahaaa.
i'll let you know how it goes.
but i really do want that banging body.